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ﻳﻌﺠﺒﻨﻲ ﺩﺧﻮﻟﻜﻢ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻭﻓﻲ ﺃﻳﺪﻳﻜﻢ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺸﻌﺮﻧﻲ ﺑﺈﻫﺘﻤﺎﻣﻜﻢ
ﻭﻟﻮ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺑﺴﻴﻄﺎً ..
ﻳﺤﺰﻧﻨﻲ ﺇﻧﺸﻐﺎﻟﻜﻢ ﺑﻬﻮﺍﺗﻔﻜﻢ ﻋﻨﻲ
ﻓﻼ ﺗﺮﺍﻋﻮﻥ ﺟﻬﻠﻲ ﺑﻬﺬﻩ ﺍﻷﻣﻮﺭ ﻭﻛﺄﻧﻲ ﻃﻔﻠﺔ ﺑﻴﻨﻜﻢ ﻻ ﺃﻓﻘﻪ
ﺷﻴﺌﺎ ﺳﺒﺤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻗﺴﻰ ﻗﻠﻮﺑﻜﻢ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻈﺎﺕ
ﻓﻼ ﺗﻌﻴﺮﻭﻧﻲ ﺃﺩﻧﻰ ﺇﻧﺘﺒﺎﻩ !!

ﻳﺆﻟﻤﻨﻲ ﻭﻗﻮﻓﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻄﺒﺦ ﻣﻊ ﺁﻻﻡ ﻇﻬﺮﻱ ﻭﺗﻴﺒﺲ ﻗﺪﻣﺎﻱ !
ﻫﻞﺃﺻﺒﺤﺖ ﺧﺎﺩﻣﺔ ﻟﻜﻢ ﻭﻷﻃﻔﺎﻟﻜﻢ ..

ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﺃﻧﻜﻢ ﺟﺌﺘﻢ ﻟﻠﺤﺪﻳﺚ ﺑﻴﻨﻜﻢ ﻭﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﻲ ﻧﺼﻴﺐ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺪﻳﺚ
ﻣﻌﻜﻢ ﻓﻼ ﻳﻌﺠﺒﻜﻢ ﺣﺪﻳﺜﻲ ﻭﻻ ﻳﻌﺠﺒﻨﻲ ﺣﺪﻳﺜﻜﻢ !!!!!!!!

ﻛﻢ ﻳﺴﻌﺪﻧﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺸﻌﺮﻭﻧﻲ ﺑﺸﻜﺮﻛﻢ ﻟﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﺎ ﻗﺪﻣﺖ ،،
ﻭﻛﻴﻒ ﻋﺮﻓﺘﻢ ﻣﻘﺪﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺐ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺗﻌﺒﺘﻪ ﺣﻴﻦ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﻟﻜﻢ ﺑﻴﻮﺕ
ﻭﺃﺑﻨﺎﺀ ﻭﻻ ﺗﻠﻮﻣﻮﻧﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻛﺜﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﺴﺆﺍﻝ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺤﺚ ﻋﻨﻜﻢ ﻛﻤﺎ
ﺗﺒﺤﺜﻮﻥ ﻭﺗﺴﺄﻟﻮﻥ ﻋﻦ ﺃﺑﻨﺎﺋﻜﻢ ﻓﺄﻧﺘﻢ ﻻ ﺯﻟﺘﻢ ﺃﻭﻻﺩﻱ ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ
ﻳﻌﺘﺼﺮ ﺷﻮﻗﺎً ﻻﺣﺘﻀﺎﻧﻜﻢ ..

ﻟﺴﺖ ﺑﺤﺎﺟﺔ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺗﻮﺟﻴﻬﺎﺗﻜﻢ ﻭﻛﺄﻧﻲ ﻃﻔﻠﺔ ﻻ ﺗﺤﺴﻦ ﺍﻟﺘﺼﺮﻑ
( ﺃﻓﻌﻠﻲ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻳﺎ ﺃﻣﻲ ﻭﻻ ﺗﻔﻌﻠﻲ )
ﻓﻘﺪ ﺑﻠﻐﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﺮ ﻋﺘﻴﺎً ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺑﺤﺎﺟﻪ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺑﺮّﻛﻢ ﻭﺗﻠﻄﻔﻜﻢ ﻟﻲ

ﻗﺪ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺧﺎﺩﻣﺔ ﻟﻜﻢ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﺮ ﺃﻓﻼ ﺃﺣﺘﺎﺝ ﺟﺰﺋﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻣﻮﺍﻟﻜﻢ
ﺷﻬﺮﻳﺎ ﻓﻜﻢ ﺳﺘﺪﺧﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺴﺮﻭﺭ ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﺃﻗﻄﻒ ﻣﺎ ﺯﺭﻋﺖ
ﻭﺳﺘﺮﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﺮﻛﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻋﻮﺍﺗﻲ ﻟﻜﻢ ..

ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺗﻐﻀﺒﻮﻥ ﺑﺴﺮﻋﺔ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺃﻗﺼﺪ ﺇﻧﺘﻘﺎﺹ ﺃﺯﻭﺍﺟﻜﻢ ﺃﻭ ﺃﺑﻨﺎﺋﻜﻢ ...ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﺃﻣﻜﻢ ﻭﻳﻬﻤﻨﻲ
ﻣﺎ ﻳﻬﻤﻜﻢ !!

ﺃﻓﺮﺡ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍً ﺑﺰﻳﺎﺭﺗﻜﻢ ﺍﻟﻤﻔﺎﺟﺌﺔ ﻟﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻱ ﻭﻗﺖ ، ﻭﺑﺎﺍﻟﺬﺍﺕ
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻟﻮﺣﺪﻱ

ﺳﻴﺄﺗﻲ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺗﺪﺧﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺑﻴﺘﻲ ﻭﻻ ﺗﺠﺪﻭﻧﻲ

ﺗﻘﺒﻠﻮ ﻧﺼﻴﺤﺘﻲ ﻳﺎ ﺃﺑﻨﺎﺋﻲ ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﻗﺴﻮﺕ ﻋﻠﻴﻜﻢ ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﺃﺣﺒﻜﻢ
ﺗﻘﺒﻠﻮ ﺗﺤﻴﺎﺕ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻜﻢ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺮﻯ ﺟﻤﺎﻝ ﺍﻟﺪﻧﻴﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺳﻌﺎﺩﺗﻜﻢ